I was depressed all morning. So depressed I could hardly function. So I went on a bike ride at 3pm. No special ride , just a a common ride up the lower slopes of Meru.
For statistical purposes it took 46 minutes to the Main forest road, 56 to the start of the forest reserve next to Sambasha and 61 minutes to the single track turn off. The whole ride took 1 hr 45 minutes.
The ride did the trick. I still see too much to do but it is not depressing me.